WOULD YOU.

Would you let me in your heart
even if i let u down
Would u hold my hand and say
i still want you my clown

i do make mistakes
i am terrible at things
you dont even know my defects
there are many to begin
i sometimes cry a lot
i shout when i am mad
maybe i will not be there
at times when you are sad
i am bad at expressing love
dont know how to write alluring quotes
i dont go to fancy bars
neither drink nor smoke
i am not good at giving surprises
maybe not creative at all
i hate to admit i am wrong
wont even say sorry at all
i am not a cool guy
never tried to play guitar
its nothing i see special in me
i even like my hairs small
i like to eat at home
restraunts appear boring for me
i hate tattoes unlike guys you like
i workout but i hate to fight
i dont chat late hours
like to follow a routine
i smile when you call at 6 am
but you cant expect this with me
i hate to trouble you all the times
but expect you to do this to me
i am a jerk i know
but would you


would you let me in your heart
even if i let u down
would u hold my hand and say
i still want you my clown  
by Pushkar Pandey
Written on Feb. 4, 2018. 7 reads.